2am (bad?) decisions

one thing abt me is i make my worst decisions after midnight

so like sometime in august last year i got a new phoneee (my first ever phone that was like 100% my own n not a hand-me-down yayyy) i was at my cousins' place (i had like sm freedommm) i was storing contacts and it was 2am- does anyone make good decisions then? i doubt it- anyway i decided to do it for the plot- so i "accidentally" called him- who you ask? MONKEY GUYYY

naturally he didn't pick up- i wasn't expecting him to anyway- he'd been COMPLETELY ignoring me for like 2 months like what a bitch- i was just abt to sleep when HE CALLS ME at 2.30- i was like OH SHIT- i answered and didn't get to even say anything before he was like "r u ok?" like his voice wasn't like panicked or sm but it had that 'r u ok? do u need anything? do i need to come get u? do i need to kill someone?' tone yk like AHHHHH and i was like "i'm fine, why?" (not the best response ik but, in my defence, i had a huge infestation of butterflies) n he was like "you called me at 2am- i was worried" so naturally i lied through my teeth n said it was an accident from storing contacts (technically true-ish) and he just went ‘mhm’ in that voice people use when they absolutely do not believe u

mind u- this is after mr disappearing act spent MONTHS ignoring me cuz he thought i liked him (which is lowk ironic for reasons we shall unpack later) apparently he thought avoiding me was the better option instead of just communicating like a normal person-

anyway we talked for hours abt loads of stuff like my books (i was reading the web of silence duet at the time and was obsessed with skin of a sinner), our coaching centre, why he thought i liked him (he was completely off btw) and parenting (that's so random whaaa) there was also this one part during this call where i was talking to my cousin in my mother tongue (monkey guy n i hv the same mother tongue btw) n he like groans n says my mother tongue voice is so pretty (he is still obsessed with it till date n claims that he wud date me for it) this went until like past sunrise so we talked for like 4.5 hours and neither of us slept that night (TOTALLY WORTH ITTT)

totally platonic behaviour rightttttt-

anyway i still maintain that it was an accident-